I meet with the students to prepare for outreach and I feel like I don't have energy not even for myself, even less to motivate them. We are praying and I get a thought to gather materials for the project: notebooks, books, toys, sweets, medical materials. My question is how to start to gather all this things if we are not even sure if we are going. The logical way is to raise first money for the plane ticket and then to gather the materials. It is not easy to do the things with faithfulness when I don't understand. I start to work and the thoughts of doubt come. I am nervous regarding the finances. Now I don't have to worry only for myself but for all the team. 

And God answer comes. The first good news is that we have received the money for the plane tickets for all the team. The joy of going to Kenya started to flood my heart. The joy to be able to see His promise fulfilled leaves me speechless. Immediately the thought of repentance come. I see myself so unfaithful. I remembered my doubts, but His goodness has overwhelmed me. Other fears are coming afterwords: how will we handle there, where will we sleep, how will we organize the schedule, will be safe in this place of conflicts? He is encouraging me and gives me the hope that I need to continue the preparation having in mind that I am only the worker and He is the coordinator.

Elisabeta Cozminca, YWAM Mediaș